Yeah, that internal debate hits close to home. A while back I got tempted during a rough training phase where nothing was clicking, joints aching, motivation tanking. Ended up researching a ton and realized jumping in blind is a fast track to trouble. The real eye-opener for me was digging into how sketchy a lot of sources are—fakes, underdosed stuff, or worse. Personally, I'd rather play it careful if going that route at all.